Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 10:21 PM
dead blog.

URBAN ASTORIA!!
GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW.
I KNOW YOU ALL CAN DO IT.
JUST DO IT! :)
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Well. well.well.
i know i know.
i have not been updating.
i am updating for my dear jakun.
esp kak nur.
who tell me to update. :)
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its already February 2010.
yes.
i know.
so fast time flies.
i dunno what to say.
i will be missing...
ite bishan.
circle line.
walking to sch.
classrooms & labs.
LANYARDS. :)
canteen F.O.O.D
sitting in the canteen.
OMG.
so much i am gonna miss.
ESP.
Not forgetting.
my beloved ISQ.
which i had the best of the best class.
in my entire education.
the laughters.
the jokes.
the sillyness.
the games.
the bonding session.
the makan session.
haiyooooo.
everything.
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so much to do.
so much to say.
so little time in a day.
school was hectic since the first day of the last term.
with projects.
with tests.
with coping the stress.
with putting in some activities for ourselves.
sometimes we need to release from stress.
i know i know.
i also stress.
sometimes i am laughing too much.
& truly i cried too much one day.
dont worry bout me.
thats life isnt it.
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i really really wish.
we,jakun keep in touch we each other can.
promise me.
Nuraisah.
Nurhafizah.
Nurshafiqah.
Nooraini.
promise me. :(
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this reminds me the time when.
kak nur & kak zah went to japan.
i scared i cry like that or even worse when graduation.
omg.
omg.
i am so so so so emotional.
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NEXT.
okay.
next week we need to apply for polytechnic.
08 Feb at 10am onwards.
so i think i am bringing laptop.
hehehe.
i have decided on 5 courses.
but havent put in sequence yet.
-Banking & Financial services.
-Accountancy.
-Culinary & Catering services.
-Hospitality & Tourism services.
-Resort & Tourism services.
yes.
thats bout it.
the school.
i wanna take the nearest possible.
ngee ann polytechnic.
singapore polytechnic.
&
temasek polytechnic.
still considering.
cause its like from end to end journey.
3 years mind you.
hehehe.
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thats all the updates.
shall update again.
like soon.
:)
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-hidayah-
Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 12:01 AM
confession.

I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE.
BIG CONFESSION.
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I wanna continue poly or
start working life...??
haishh.
in a dilemma.
everyday i kept thinking & thinking & thinking.
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this year turning 20.
BUT not so soon.
still faraway.
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& i have some interest in some courses.
i love.
- Accounting.
- Banking & Financial Services.
- Design Merchandising.
& more thats under.
Business studies.
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my friends say that.
we can apply thru JPAE this 8 Feb 2010.
using our current GPA.
so my current GPA is 3.5.
& the courses i wanted so far i have met.
their requirements.
but.
still.
i dunno & havent made any decisions yet.
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cause i'm afraid.
my laziness conquer me again.
but its once in a while.
i need to force myself.
& my sleeping hours.
totally not good.
only 3-4 hours?
bad.
damn bad.
still i am used to sleeping late.
URRGGGH!
i dunno lah.
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school was okay so far.
new project for PR.
that is Press Conference project.
which i dunno whats going on.
& there's LPD project.
still processing.
& gonna be AOA CA this friday.
& HR CA end of this month.
so.
quite packed & tiring every single day.
but.
that life lorr.
haish.
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i think i sigh too much nowadays.
hehehe.
i dunno whyy lah.
habit i guess.
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& there's event coming upp.
that is my dear Shafiqah's 20th birthday.
this coming 26 Jan 2010.
& her birthday chalet at 28 Jan 2010.
so.
those invited must come okay.
there's FOOD, FOOD & MORE FOOD.
hahaha.
kiddings.
thats what i always think.
:)
just come & have fun chilling at the.
bungalow.
woohoo!
now i am excited.
haha.
okay-okay. relax lor dayah.
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toodles!
-hidayah-
Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
update.

Bonjour everyone.
how's your new year so far?
good? bad?
hope you all enjoy your life to the fullest alryte. :)
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for me.
starting of the new year its a bit rough on me.
shall not elaborate on that.
hmm.
then it started to pick up & now.
its okay & i'm happy. :)
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hmm.
what shall i update.
lets see.
since yday, me & my friends went for the.
poly open house.
i shall talk a little bit on that.
firstly.
i didnt went to school & coincidentally.
school was cancelled.
& my frens called and texted me but
i rejected & i texted some of them back.
hehehe.
& i woke up arnd 12pm.
& decided to go for the poly visit.
but i missed TP visit.
so.
i met them at YCK for the NYP visit.
well.
it was okay.
what i can say.
the courses i wanted is very high expectations.
so i not quite sure.
and still.
havent decide on anything yet.
haish.
then we went to RP visit.
it was ok-ok.
shant talk on that.
Lastly.
me,twin,nani & yat.
decided to eat as i was damn hungry.
they accompanied me.
hehehe.
& i ate chicken rice.
which i craved for twice already.
then.
went to look arnd causeway point.
& made my way home arnd 7pm.
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my 1st week of school was sucha.
tiring & laziness conquer me.
monday & tuesday was involved with orienatation.
wednesday i only went for AOA.
& then work from 4pm-10pm.
thursday went for AOA only.
& Friday i didnt went to school at all.
see.
how bad it is.
luckily for monday & tuesday i was covered with.
Approved Leave.
& the rest?
its a BIG zero in my attendance.
hopefully didnt get any letter from.
Mrs E.
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i am gonna go school everyday from next week onwards.
last semester already.
need to wake up & give it my best.
woohoo.
hehehe.
mcm faham only.
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for today.
instead of Bf day.
its my Family day today.
went some mini shopping again.
thanks to my mum this time.
hehehe. :)
ate twice today.
Sakura & LJS. :)
please oh please.
i wanna gain weight so bad.
haish.
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okay.
wanna eat my chocolates.
that i bought from John Little.
not me okay.
my father bought it.
haha.
toodles!
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-hidayah-
Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 3:37 PM
end of 2009

Since today is the last day of 2009.
which is 31 Dec 2009.
i will create a post just for this date.
haha.
since i havent go on my shopping spree
with my family yet.
i will update what i can.
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Year 2009.
have been a wonderful journey for me i guess.
there's ups & downs in life.
dont tell me you are always happy.
every person will have their time.
hmm.
so far i managed to pull through all.
my problems, fights & whatevernots.
alhamdulilah. :)
&
i would like to put aside what has happened
in 2009 and start afresh in 2010.
i dont want all the bad memories or
whatevernots came haunting me again.
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this will be dedicated to JAKUN.
hehehe.
Firstly is my Kak Nur [Nuraisah].
she is a wonderful & nice person.
always entertaining my lame jokes or my silly qns.
& let me pinch her all the time.
thank you for being my Mummy.
& i love you!
Secondly is my Kak Shafiqah.
she is the one that have been listening to.
practically all my nonsense, my problems, my fights.
Everything is shud say.
& always let me pinch her too.
Thank you for being my Grandmother.
& i love you two!
Thirdly is my Kak Zah.
she is the one who always give me advice & hugs me.
when i needed it so much.
she also lets me pinch her sometimes.
thank you for being my Elder Sister.
& sorry i have not been replying you.
i am just angry at that moment.
just that i dont want to let it out to you.
Because i dont want to ruin our friendship.
as i need sometime to cool down.
but lets put that behind okay?
& i love you three!
Lastly is my Kak Nooraini.
she is the huggable one & the one who always lent
a shoulder when i wanna sleep.
so nice you know!
she also lets me pinch her at times.
thank you for being my Auntie.
& i love you four!
In conclusion.
i love my group so much.
Altho there's ups and downs in our lifes.
thank you so much for being my friend.
LOVE YOU ALL lah! :)
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Basically.
today my class ISQ is having Bbq.
at pasir ris park if i'm not wrong.
i know they will enjoy the day together.
i cannot join in the fun lah.
hmm.
but meeting them tmr for work.
at Suntec Convention Centre.
hmm.
malas lah nak list down the names.
you know who you are okay. ;)
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school is starting in 3 days time?
omg.
so fast its the end of the 3 weeks holiday.
cannot stay up so late already.
must adjust my timing of sleeping alr.
haish.
hmm.
will try that on saturday?
hehehe. :))
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okay then till here.
Goodbye 2009.
and HELLLLLLLOOOOOO 2010!!!!
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*Hidayah*
Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 2:13 AM
hungry hungry hungry

i am hungry.
i am hungry.
i am hungry.
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i wanna have.
1. black pepper chicken buddy meal @ KFC.
2. Mee Kuah @ West Coast.
3. Satay @ ECP.
4. Daging Penyet Ria @ APR.
&
the list will go on.
anybody lovely to take me out and eat.
and eat and eat.
&
i want COKE.
badly.
altho i had it yday at Sakura.
still.
I WANT COKE.
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its 2.15am now.
OMG.
i am still wide awake cause why?
i go and have a nap just now after
i cut my hair & now i am
not sleepy.
haish.
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nothing interesting happening in my life
so far.
have been good.
have been bad.
thats life.
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i am so so fickle minded.
at one point i wanted this.
another second i wanted that.
whats wrong with me.
haiyooo.
&
i wanna do something to my hair.
New Year New Hair.
something like that.
but idk.
wanna rebond or curl or
buy hair treatment products or
hair curler or NONE.
see.
you know what i mean.
too fickle minded to be precise.
dont wanna talk bout it anymore.
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wanna go shopping.
ya allah.
murahkan rezeki ayahku.
jadi ayahku bole bawa ku pergi
shopping seperti dijanjikan.
:)
ya ampun.
apelah aku bual2 ni.
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sorry i am talking non-stop.
i wanna talk to someone.
to him.
but he asleep.
so.
before i made him mad.
i just type her to express my feelings.
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January coming.
Fee's 20th birthday coming.
ehem! ehem!
turning 20 already eh GF?
that fast.
woah.
time flies.
really really flies.
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wanna watch
Alvin & the Chipmunks 2.
anyone?
hehehehe.
:))
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shall stop here.
if you readers read until here.
thank you for reading.
i know.
i talk craps.
but its okay.
i wanna just TALK simply.
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toodles & i wanna eat noodles. haha!
L.A.M.E
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-Hidayah-
Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 11:00 PM
due to boredom

I have been sleeping late.
like really damn late.
during this school holidays.
maybe because.
i always woke up in the
afternoon & i take a nap
again in the afternoon after i
stay up for 3 hours?
haha.
why am i talking about sleeping.
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so.
today is the 25th december 2009.
less than a week will be
the New Year!
that is the 2010.
wow.
time flies so fast huh.
new year resolution?
erm.
i dont know.
continue my study.
or.
should i work.
idk.
still thinking as i am
a fickle minded person.
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and i cannt wait
for end of this month.
B-O-N-U-S.
my ayah promised me to buy
some things for me.
yeay!
hehehe.
daddy's girl &
i am pampered.
:))
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well.
on 01 Jan 2010.
there's work.
& i will inform you all again.
idk if anyone reading this blog or not.
but nevermind.
i just type what i want.
hehehe.
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okay.
i wanna research some course in
some polytechnics.
& try make up my mind
Soon.
i guess.
too many things in my mind.
i wanna buy this and that.
i wanna eat this and that.
i wanna go here and there.
i wanna be someone.
someone whom can make people
smile.
someone whom is much more better?
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ohh nevermind.
talking crap already.
well.
ohh.
kak nur is on holiday in KL.
come back soon ok.
:)
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*hidayah*
Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 1:35 AM
food food and more food

here i am eating bubur nasi that i created myself
with kicap.
& its yummy.
& i am hungry.
tak kenyang2 makan.
haish.
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later all the food finished by me again.
hehehe.
thats what i do when i am 24 hours at home.
but.
when i am outside.
much more worse?
hehehe.
wanted this wanted that.
& my mum will go 'tak kenyang2 ke? kan dah makan tadi?'
haha.
my parents thot something wrong with me.
but they know i eat a lot when sch holiday comes.
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so much things i wanna buy.
yet i am unemployed.
from where did i get my money kan if not
my parents who pampered me.
:))
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no worries.
i am not spoiled though.
have to do household chores.
have some curfews.
not easy to be me.
but i love the way my parents brought me up.
they really discipline me till like i am used to
the 'rules'. ;)
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saying bout myself huh.
hehehe.
shant say no more.
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well well.
its the 2nd week of holiday if i am not wrong.
so fast time flies.
yeah.
damn fast till i dont realise that
ite life gonna end realli soon.
haish.
about 3 months?
& i am done with ite?
omg.
:(
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after that i dunno yet whats my plan.
wanna work straight all the way till i get married?
chey chey.
hehehe.
or.
wanna work & insya'allah masok poly.
polytechnic eh not polyclinic.
hmm..
i dunno i dunno.
still thinking though.
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& i cant imagine i am 19.
next year 20?!
omg.
its just a number.
pple oso dont believe i am 19.
they even thought i am 15?!
by my small size lah kan.
ape lagy.
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& thank you to.
kak zah, kak nur, kak ni & twin for tagging.
really appreciate it. :))
i guess they are my loyal readers?
hehehe.
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ok lah i dunno what to say more.
i guess i end here.
or else.
you all will be cursing me for writing so
long.
hehehe.
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thank you for reading!
cheers!
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*hidayah*